December 2009
68 posts
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Yesterday was pretty amazing. Spent a couple hours in ikea and got some more stuff for my room. Hopefully my dad will put my furniture together. If its not done by saturday I’m guna have shawn start to do it. Then me and shawn just ended up bumming around till like 2. It was nice spending time alone with him. I gota order my bed today. I’ll probly be at work till at least 9 today. We...
Dec 30th
takin a trip to ikea with mommy and shawn. and the bitching begins. =)
Dec 29th
Dec 29th
i’m so angry at myself for not having more self-resepect. how i let someone hurt me time and time again right from the start. i wish i had listened to that stupid cunt, when i brought him to her house. talk about being a dumbass. then when she tells me everything i choose to be blind and not believe it when maybe, no when yes, i should have listened. maybe then i wouldnt be so angry right...
Dec 29th
“its not like i need somebody telling me where i should go at night. dont worry...”
– the veronicas
Dec 29th
Dec 29th
damnit
shawns GD cat gave him ringworm, and now he gave it to me. i’m pissed. i didnt even know what it was till i webMD’d it. now i have to put foot cream on my damn leg. fuckin a. one more reason to hate cats
Dec 29th
“Some girls are just not worth the time of day. But you, you’re worth every...”
– My brother. The only man ill trust.
Dec 29th
creepin ass bitches
Dec 29th
ListenLady GaGa - The Fame
Dec 29th
Dec 29th
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brraap: first loves. that’s exactly what they are. those are the ones that introduced you to everything, made you love them, loved you back, and also broke your heart. but no matter how hurt you are, you’ll love them, always. and not only will you notice it, but deep down you will compare every other one. and none of them will live up. then after months of letting go, when you finally think you...
Dec 29th
Dec 28th
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Dec 28th
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ifyouseekemi: the last person that i talk to before going to sleep is also the same person who wakes me up. but it’s not the same person it used to be.
Dec 28th
I have never seen anyone drink so much vodka since my aunt kathy, untill I met shawn. The normal night for him if he doesn’t have to work the next day, is  a half pint of vodka chased with a arizona fruit punch. Its a little more than rediculous. And the partys him and his friends have….NEVER a dull moment.
Dec 28th
Dec 28th
I could deal with any inflicted pain on my body,...
(via eminaomi)
Dec 28th
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Dec 27th
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Dec 26th
13689.) I love you so much more than I can say.
(via blogsecret)
Dec 26th
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ListenLady GaGa - Boys Boys Boys
Dec 25th
Dec 25th
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Christmas isn’t the same this year. I got a few nice things. My grey knit uggs that I wanted. And the green camo ones on the way. A shit load of money and dvds. some victoria secret stuff. Ehhh I don’t know. This years holidays just kinda suck.
Dec 25th
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Dec 23rd
“i just want to be happy.”
Dec 22nd
Dec 22nd
you know how sometimes normal people take a glass of water to their room before going to bed. yeah, not my brother. he takes a bud light. badass.
Dec 21st
Dec 21st
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soo today im on a mission. mall time for me. ive finished all my christmas shopping a long time ago. i’ll wrap those tonight. but i really want a few new pairs of uggs. but i have to wait till after christmas to see if my mom got them for me or not. im guna call her and see if she did cause i really dont feel like waiting. if she did then i will just go blow my money on something else. =)
Dec 21st
““Why should I listen to you, anyway? You’re a virgin who can’t drive.””
–  brittany murphy(Clueless) (via dirtylittlestylewhore)
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Dec 20th
10+ inches of snow
Hells yes. Olus driving around in the lifted chevy with shawn while he does 180’s …mmm just a grand time. I wish it would just snow without being cold. If it did thatd be awesome. Buttt I’m still havin fun in the snow anyways.
Dec 20th
Dec 17th
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so i came in last night from hanging out with shawn at like 2:30 - 3. mom still didnt like it too much. i really dont get it. i hope she gets use to that shit soon. maybe if shawns freakin chevy didnt suck up gas he’d be able to get me more. well i mean he is coming to get me tonight with christina. she might drive there cause i know she doesnt wana be out till 4 like i am. oh well. idk. the...
Dec 17th
“She was a girl who knew how to be happy even when she was sad. And that’s...”
– Marilyn Monroe (via misswallflower)
Dec 17th
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im with my ninja
And I’m happy as hell. All smiles with him.
Dec 17th
Dec 15th
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uhhh
fuck im getting sick. ive been out the  past two days really late with shawn and all his friends and my parents arent liking it much. especially last night being out till 5. whatever. i wish i could just go out on my days off and not have to worry about being bitched at for what time i get home. i’m 21 and im pretty sure i can make my own decisions and if they get me in trouble id rather...
Dec 15th
Dec 13th
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awesome
that i have a brake light out and an oil change that needed to be done 4000 miles ago. ummmm good thing i know people who know how to fix cars…so i wont have to pay for a thing today. soo i’ll be going over shawns in a few. then his friend cory wants to hang out with christina. i feel like the cast of boy meets world with half our names, 3 outa 4. we’re just guna rename...
Dec 13th
seriously?
completely ticked. i have a pounding headache. and the book for the salon is dead today. which equalls no tips, and a boring day of most likely cleaning. and im sure this day will get worse.
Dec 10th
Dec 10th
“So baby raise a glass to mend all the broken hearts of all my wrecked up friends”
– gaga
Dec 9th
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Dec 9th
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